I have been having such HORRIBLE blogging withdrawals. But I finally got my laptop back today! Thank the Lord God in heaven. Seriously, having my own laptop is SO much easier. I have spent the majority of this past week in the library. Nice place to focus, but really inconvenient.
The main thing that's going on right now is that we're struggling once again to come up with money to keep, me in school. When I was home on Sunday, my dad told me that it was more than likely that I would be home for the spring semester. I was about to have another panic attack right in the middle of the restaurant we were eating. I never had a panic attack before I was told that I couldn't come to school. And now that I've been here, I can't just go back. But I think we're working it out with a loan, so it might turn out fine. I hope. I'm praying about it...hard.
I'm going to Charlotte this weekend with Alyssa (that's where she's from). I'm so excited! We're going to hang out with her friends that go to UNC Charlotte and possibly go see One Republic Saturday night for $15! Hopefully there will be a costume party going on somewhere. I'm going to be Princess Jasmine, which is AWESOME because I'm half Indian. Reppin' it.
Bob and I still go to lunch every other day, but there's nothing there anymore. We don't hang out or even really talk other than that. Its weird sometimes. Its like nothing ever happened. But at the same time, I'm kind of infatuated with this beautiful guy in my theatre class who I've never said two words to and whose head it stuck too far up his own butt that he doesn't even notice I exist...but still. He's GORGEOUS. When I see him, I'm like, "....Bob who? *drool*" Of course, this only happens in my head. I mean, I can control myself a little bit.
I got a B on that lab practical I was freaking out about! I was so scared while she was passing out other papers that I failed or made a D, so my B was definitely welcomed with wide freaking open arms.
Other than that, I'm just really exhausted. I took two tests yesterday, then I went home today for two doctors appointment. And right now I'm just ready to sleep. I feel like I deserve a little bit of that.
I'm so glad to be reconnected now. I've missed doing this.
