I had the most stressful day today. I developed a twitch. A TWITCH.
I was looking at all my (syllabuses? syllabi?) today and I realized that I have SO MUCH CRAP I HAVE TO DO OH MY GOOD LORD. Tomorrow is my meeting with my director, and I have to have all my lines memorized (which I've been working on for a while anyway, but its still nerve-wracking). I have a lab practical and a Chemistry test on Thursday. I'm going to apply to be a Seahawk Link, and that application is due on Thursday. I'm going to apply to be a desk receptionist, and that application is due next Monday. I have a Sociology paper due next Tuesday. I have to read a book for my honors seminar by Wednesday. My online homework for Chemistry and Psychology are both due at the end of the week. I have more homework due next Friday. We're leaving for SROW next Friday and I'm petrified we're going to choke on the dance and lose and its going to be 1/6 my fault because I was on the dance committee. And on top of all that, I'm having another major housing dilemma. The Village and Landing both filled up last week before we could sign up, and now the Crossing is full. Those are the only nice apartments on campus. So tomorrow we're going to check if they still have three bedroom apartments available. That place is really nice, so I defintely won't mind living there. Its called Brookstone. Its within walking distance of campus, utilities are included in a very managable rent, and there's a pool! But if they don't have any three bedrooms still open, then we're literally completely screwed.
PLUS I saw the guy from last weekend again on Saturday. Not the bad one, the one from the party. I finally added him on Facebook because somehow I still don't have his phone number, and he hasn't tried to talk to me or anything, which is making me even more upset. I thought something was possible from that, but maybe I was wrong. Maybe I'm just a dumb, naive little girl.
I've seriously just wanted to burst into tears at random points all day. Twice I almost started hyperventilating. And I'm waking up early tomorrow to keep working, even though I don't have my meeting until eleven and my one class until two.
I just keep thinking maybe this is the rain and spring break will be my rainbow.
God willing.
