1.18.2012

Light hearted

I've had an excellent day. Its been so good that I just feel...light. I was walking back to my room earlier and I just felt like I was floating. My tummy has a permanent excited buzz. I haven't been this happy with my life in a while. And I'm a pretty happy person.

Last night I ended up texting Zuko to ask and, after a bit of confusion, it ended up being just the two of us going to the beach. And I swear, whoever thought he was a d-bag must have been talking about some other Zuko, because this boy is the epitome of perfection. He completely opened up to me last night, and I opened up to him too, and it was just so nice to walk on the beach in the middle of the night with this gorgeous, amazing guy and it was completely comfortable and he trusted me and...wow, that is one heck of a run-on. I'm actually a grammar freak, believe it or not. Anyway, we just had a really, really nice time. We've been texting for a majority of the afternoon as well. He invited me to lunch when he dropped me off last night with him and the guy that was supposed to come with us. Then I saw him racing off to class a few hours ago and texted him a flirty text. I was starting to overthink the situation and not do it, but I pushed off my insecurities and hit the send button. I really should stop overthinking things, because thats the reason we've been talking. Last night ended up being a lot more serious than flirty, but today has definitely been cute. I just have a really good feeling about this one.

Also, and I can't believe I didn't mention this, but I auditioned for a musical last week! My first audition, and guess what? I was casted!!! I don't think anyone understands how happy I am about this. Honestly. Its been years since I've been in a play, and this is seriously what I LOVE to do. I'm so incredibly excited to start rehearsing, plus I've had a lot of friends say they'll come see it when we perform!

By the way, this is kind of awkward, but I meant to post this yesterday. I'm actually about to write my blog post for today in a minute. But I definitely just saved this post as a draft and forgot to finish it up.

...my bad.