Zuko text me for the first time in a few days last night. Long story short, he said (so nicely that I could hardly even be upset about it) that he had a feeling that I was starting to like him and that he wanted to make sure I knew that his intentions were clear, that he thought we could be really good friends because I have a great personality but nothing more. So I said that I kind of figured out the feelings weren't mutual and that being just friends won't be a problem. And I meant that.
We're back to talking a lot again. Which is actually a lot nicer this time around, because now if he takes a while to text me back or says something ambiguous, I don't have to overanalyze what it means and worry about what he's thinking. Being friends will be so much easier. And I honestly believe he wants to be good friends, and that it will work. If anything had actually happened between us it would be hard. But being mature about it and settling the situation before feelings got hurt was the best thing he could have done.
So there will be no more Zuko. If he ever appears in this blog again, I will use his real name.
I'm pretty proud of myself for not letting that get me too down also. But at the same time, yesterday was my makeover so I was pretty much high on life anyway. It would have taken a LOT to get me down.
I like being in moods like that.
