Now Playing: Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade

I've been staring at my screen for a very long time because for some reason I can't put to words what I just realized. Not that its an incredible, life-changing epiphany or anything. Its significant enough that I want to blog about it, though.

First, I must say that I had an awesome weekend because my best friend in the whole world Alex finally came and visited Wilmington! She came on Thursday and left today, and last night we and Anna stayed at a hotel in Myrtle Beach. We seriously had an incredible time. I miss hanging out with her so much.

Okay. Its about to get kind of serious.

So I've been feeling pretty desperate to find a boyfriend lately and I'm not really sure why, but more importantly I don't really know what to do about it. I feel like I've been handling it weirdly and I'm not getting any happier or any less desperate. But last night I finally met a guy who was actually really sweet and respectful. And attractive! And even though I'm not going to date/marry/have kids with him for a variety of reasons, it just kind of made me realize that boys like him exist and it is possible for them to be single and attracted to me too. I just have to wait to find one I can keep.

Okay, serious time over. Whew. Anyway, I'm warding off bad boys for good now. I'm feeling much more confident and much less desperate now. Thanks to this boy that I'll never see again.

Funny how things work out sometimes.

xoxo