3.05.2012

Hanging in there

I just have to make it through Thursday. Thats all. Three more days, then its SROW, then its Florida for spring break. Breathe. Just breathe.

That book I told you I started reading...I finished it. And the second one in the series. And now I'm on the third/final book. I have been reading like crazy. But not so crazy that I haven't been getting my work done! I wrote the outline for my paper Saturday and my actual paper Sunday, and its quite good, if I do say so myself. My mom and dad said so as well. Anyway, the books are amazing. If you want to read, the first one is called Uglies. Sounds silly, but trust me...its awesome.

Anyway, I don't even have much to talk about today. All I'm going to say is that I'm done with boys who don't want a relationship. That's all. I'm done with it. I'm not going to waste my time on the boys who, as they say, "only want one thing." I'm not giving them that anyway so there's no point for anyone. And it makes me feel down on myself sometimes because I feel like when a guy looks at me and just wants a hook-up, he doesn't see me as a person, just someone who might be attractive through unfocused eyes. And that makes me upset because boys need to stop looking at girls as if none of us have any substance. Whatever. I'm just done with all that.

And now that I'm done ranting, I think I'll go read! I've missed this feeling so much.