I figured out my problem. I'm looking for a boyfriend. As many times as I told myself I wasn't looking to date anyone, I was just coming to college and I was going to hang out and have fun, the bottom line is that I was looking for a boyfriend. Any time I go anywhere, I'm looking. In class, when I go out, when I leave town, in the cafeteria, walking around campus. It doesn't matter where I am, I'm always on the lookout.
That's bad.
So from now on, I'm going to stop looking and falling and obsessing. I'm going to hang out, make friends, and just chill. I don't need a boy to be happy. And I can't believe I've told my friends that so many times and not taken it to heart.
My name is Olivia and I am boy crazy. But I'm going to change that starting right now.
