It really has been. I didn't blog at all during the break because...well I just really didn't feel like it or have anything to say. I was in Florida with my family and I don't think you guys want to hear about that drama. And if you do, well too bad, because it has nothing to do with this blog.
Anyway.
I've been feeling really bitter lately. I'm not sure if its because the semester has stressed me out so much and I'm ready for it to be over, if I expected to be relaxing during the break and I only did that about a fourth of the week, if my boy diet is actually producing the opposite effect on me, or if school has really changed me that much. I honestly think its a combination of the first two.
I'm working on that. When I can tell my face is frowning, I try to get a really upbeat pop song in my head to make my face soften. I just don't want people around campus to look at me and think I'm stuck up.
Other than that, I'm just freaking out about finals. I'm slowly entering an I'm-so-freaked-out-I-can't-do-anything phase. Again. Hopefully it will pass. We only have classes until next Wednesday, then exams are the week after that.
Pray for me.
